Thursday, April 7, 2011

Mommy Meltdown

So I suffered a bit of a mommy meltdown yesterday. Grace was still tired from daycare and decided that she did not want a second nap, she just wanted to stay up and not be more than 1 foot away from me at all times. I thought taking her for a walk to the mall would help but everytime the stroller stopped she started to yell...not scream but just randomly yell at people. I was hoping she would fall asleep on the way with all the fresh air  but no such luck and then to top it all off hubby phoned and he was going to be 1 hour late....I had alot I wanted to get done yesterday and it just didn't happen....instead I ate a couple of 100 calorie packs? I was very conscious of what i was doing and it didn't seem to bother me at the time. When all was said and done I was very disappointed in myself for "eating my feelings" and letting it go as far as I did. Today all I can do is move on and get myself back on track.

I am disappointed to only get to the gym once this week but I don't want to push my shins so I am out for 2 weeks again, I am going to aim for 2 days next week and then maybe back to 3 the week after. I am happy that the weather has been cooperating and I have been able to get out for a couple of walks. I love being outside! I have another IMS appointment today and I am a little nervous for this one as he is going to be putting needles in my neck and groin....I am going to have my MIL come with me so she can drive home - I know how stiff my legs get and I don't think it would be good to drive if my neck was all stiff too!

I will take lots of pictures on Saturday to show everyone what I end up doing with the cupcakes! I am really excited to try my hand at this and hope it turns out! We finally downloaded the pictures off of our camera so I thought I would share a couple!

 She had gotten ahold of the chicken leg and thought it was a pretty good chew toy!
 She likes to escape onto the patio - if we don't open the door she bangs on it and points to the handle!
This is her first try and feeding herself! It was REALLY messy!!!!


  1. Lol maybe running after a busy little one will end up being a calorie burner! Haha take what you can get :) She's so cute tho.

  2. Eh, tomorrow is a new day! We all have those days...don't get too down about it.

    She is ADORABLE!!!

  3. Look at her, so cute!! she yells? NO! I don't believe it. hehe Hope you feel better next week, I'm sure you'll pick it back up. =D