Two Today

This is my second post today, if you missed my first you can check it out here. I am having a really hard time and I have spent alot of time today thinking about what I have been doing and how I am going to make the changes that need to be made. One thing I did was change my ticker, this about the weight I gained while I was pregnant and beyond, so I changed my start weight to what I was when I came home from the hospital...200 pounds. I have lost 22 of that over the last 9 months. That's right, my little baby girl is 9 months old today, kinda makes me sad that I couldn't get back to where I started but I am going to try and not beat myself up about it. It doesn't help. I am also going to have a chat with hubby tonight about the support I NEED.  I am also going to pick up to new WW cookbook and start making meals from there - healthy ones where I am not guessing as to points.

On a positive side I did use my Just Dance 2 and it as SO much fun! I did not manage to get it in while my daughter slept but she did not mind watching me while she played in her exersaucer. I guess that is something else I am going to be doing - making myself a priority. I guess that is it for now, if any of you are struggling and don't already follow her, check out Alissa. Her food looks so yummy and she has lost over 75 pounds!